DEEPly WELCOME FROM MY HEART AND WOMB! 

I am so honoured you are visiting my page, I hope you will feel welcome and maybe resonate with my life experience and joy of being here now - what a privilege to live on earth during these changing and challenging times.

During my adult years, I am realising I am a spiritual midwife for our times. Since I was born I have had a deep longing and calling to live as a lover and mystic, a poet, dancer, singer and shaman, a tantrika and musician…. a dream that in longer and shorter moments through my life actually comes true! 

To be a spiritual midwife is to encounter the very core of life in all its glory, in all its harsh reality and in all the joy of changing form and discover new possibilities where all felt lost.

Meeting my first spiritual teacher at the age of 13 was crucial. I only heard her speak and explain her energetic healing of my body for about 30 minutes. But those minutes felt like years! I was not lost but found, and I was seen for the second time in my life. At 17 and 21 I was found by two more women who embraced me and put words to so many of my experiences. This was the greatest gift from life. All three of them were spiritual healers, I often think of them as the “Trippel goddess” visiting me in human form.

Because death and the power of the divine darkness have been my most powerful teachers I bow to the quiet, dark mothers of the void, the true feminine that for so long was banished, scorned and totally misunderstood in our white, patriarchal culture of the forced light, constant growth and an ever materialistic mindset.

The paradox of Darkness is that the light rests within it….. I received this initiation through the loss of my unborn son Ismael at the age of 22. This experience was and still is the greatest pain and the greatest teacher I have ever had. Still today I draw from the well of the Dark Light that held me in my grief. This was an initiation beyond words, a baptism into the centre of reality and a spiritual gift of receiving a pathway to deep intimacy with Peace, Compassion and Unconditional love. The Dark Light is a constant death and rebirth experience, an everlasting initiation into this life on earth and my human experience. I have such deep respect and love for the monastery where I stayed during these painful weeks and years of my young life. I feel such deep gratitude and love for the women who dedicated themselves totally to God and for God - I rested in their prayers, feeling the portal between eternity and infinity open and embracing me through this quiet way of life….

Becoming a real human being took me a long time. My “re-incarnation” process after this deep loss felt like a descent of tender rain returning to earth, my soul drops touching this reality with much essence and hardly any form. I went through a long struggle, much therapy and even more silence to find my place in our restless and fast-paced society. Gravity brought me home to my body and to Mother Earth, and through the years I have learnt to rest more deeply in my body and my loving, powerful soul. Through years of trauma therapy, personal development and gentle mentoring I trust the power of love and the erotic creative lifeforce of nature and our human nature, a gift of ever-expanding union with life herself.

I have been gifted so much! I have seen and felt the beauty in this world and I have met people who have touched me so profoundly. What a wonderful life this is! What a heartbreaking life this is. What an incredible gift to be a human being, fully alive in these times of great change. I deeply trust the unfolding of my soul and I am grateful beyond words to be here now.

The Beautiful Path of the Sacred Rose…

…has brought me to sacred sites and meetings with medicine women, shamans and healers, wise men and women. I have been gifted many titles and names to remember who I am. 

My Soul is calling me to root even deeper into Mother Earth and this precious body. The third phase of my life has just begun and I can no longer stay hidden.

Through the Beauty of the Sacred Rose, I am now gathering all my soul fragments home to me and I am gently unfolding together with an inner mystery school of soul-based education helping us remember, reclaim and reinitiate into the treasures of the Shrine of Sacred Secrets.

I bow deeply to the inner sacredness. I bow to this Sacred Path of EROS - ROSE.

Pieces of training:

• Music and art

• Energy healing/spiritual healing

• Art therapy

• Birth into Being

• Constellations work/Resonance field

• Intergenerational Trauma work 

YOGA and TANTRA

• YogaSOMATICS

• Restorative and healing yoga

• Aqua yoga

• Yoga therapy for women

• Womb Yoga/Yoni Shakti

• Roots of Feminine yoga

• DeviDance Yoga

• Mantra Yoga 

• Womb Awakening with Seren and Azra Bertrand

• Sacred Womb Awakening and Sacred Leadership with Ann Bromley

Mentor and teacher:

I work internationally as mentor and co-teacher in Ann Bromleys program:

• Sacred Leadership and Sacred Womb Awakening